miss calivo

indicative @ 2008-05-27T01:31:00

2008-05-27T05:32:51Z

indicative @ 2007-06-05T02:02:00

2007-06-05T06:04:38Z

can't deal with people knowing about me.
friends only.

indicative @ 2007-01-15T17:20:00

2007-01-15T22:22:12Z

i woke up and ate three cookies. im about to have ice cream.

my period is a week late. whatev.

indicative @ 2006-11-22T16:41:00

2006-11-22T21:41:32Z

holidays. i hate them.

i lost twelve pounds since i brought my scale to school.
let's hope i don't fuck up over this break.

indicative @ 2006-11-14T14:55:00

2006-11-14T19:55:28Z

i got a job at teavana. good.
i increase my prozac intake by 10 mils every thursday. good.
my life is getting better, but it still sucks. good.

i'm so confused. i hate love.

indicative @ 2006-11-06T02:08:00

2006-11-06T07:08:14Z

so i started prozac. i think it's making me gain weight.

only fat girls eat cereal at night. that's me.
a fat girl. eating cereal. at night.

indicative @ 2006-10-30T18:19:00

2006-10-30T23:19:38Z

that's it. i'm not eating.

indicative @ 2006-10-18T00:50:00

2006-10-18T04:51:31Z

i fainted today.

indicative @ 2006-10-16T17:24:00

2006-10-16T21:24:50Z

ACTUALLY, THEY TURNED AL THE WATER OFF. SO NOW I JUST BINGED AND CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.

FUV AVAV FUCK

indicative @ 2006-10-16T12:29:00

2006-10-16T16:30:32Z

there are a lot of bathrooms at this university; i guess any university in general.

i think i love it.

indicative @ 2006-10-10T01:00:00

2006-10-10T05:01:22Z

i'm sad that i have to remind people of my existence.
i'm turning my cell phone off until i feel like i'm missed.

indicative @ 2006-09-19T17:57:00

2006-09-19T21:59:05Z

i've been having dreams that involve the most caring people i know. either i beat the shit out of them or they're chasing me and i'm afraid.

indicative @ 2006-09-12T23:01:00

2006-09-13T03:02:33Z

i ran four miles today.. three everyday last week.

and i look more spaniard everyday.

indicative @ 2006-09-06T13:44:00

2006-09-06T17:46:05Z

I'm in chemistry class.

I already learned everything Professor Debska has been teaching us.. thank God. Her accent is too thick to understand anything anyway.

I hate who I am lately.

indicative @ 2006-08-11T01:51:00

2006-08-11T05:52:22Z

i've decided that i'm going to write a suicide letter every night that i can remember from now on.

indicative @ 2006-08-05T02:43:00

2006-08-05T06:44:42Z

well, my hamster just died.

i held her for four hours apologizing to her and crying. her breathing got heavier and heavier, her body was so weak. then she started shaking and died. she was trying so hard to live.

i'm so devastated.

indicative @ 2006-07-31T19:55:00

2006-07-31T23:55:50Z

i fainted at the tanning salon today. at least i was burnt pretty.

..

indicative @ 2006-07-30T00:11:00

2006-07-30T04:12:05Z

i wish i had back dimples! ugh!

you know.. back dimples?

/sob

schedule.

2006-07-27T09:34:19Z

So. I can't even read this. All I know is there's TOO MUCH SCIENCE.

1 PHED_1180_21 (44381) Stress Management New 08/31/2006-12/19/2006 Lecture Tuesday, Thursday 11:25AM - 12:25PM, Teaneck Fitness Center, Room GYM 1.00 08/30/06
2 CHEM_1117_22 (42450) LAB:Chem for Health Sciences New 08/30/2006-12/20/2006 Lab Wednesday 02:00PM - 03:50PM, Dickinson Hall, Room 5504 0.00 P 08/30/06
3 CHEM_1107_21 (42448) Chemistry for Health Sciences New 08/30/2006-12/20/2006 Lecture Monday, Wednesday, Friday 01:00PM - 01:50PM, Dickinson Hall, Room 4468 4.00 08/30/06
4 FRSH_1000_21 (43563) Freshman Seminar New 09/04/2006-12/18/2006 Lecture Monday 09:00AM - 09:50AM, To Be Announced, Room TBAT 1.00 08/30/06
5 MATH_0298_51 (43983) Algebra Skills New 08/30/2006-12/20/2006 Lecture Tuesday, Thursday 06:30PM - 07:45PM, Becton Hall, Room 408
08/30/2006-12/20/2006 Lab Thursday 05:25PM - 06:15PM, Robison Hall, Room 503
3.00 08/30/06
6 BIOL_1113_25 (42285) LAB:Human Anat & Physiology I New 09/04/2006-12/18/2006 Lab Monday 11:00AM - 12:40PM, Dickinson Hall, Room 5509 0.00 P 08/30/06
7 BIOL_1103_21 (42270) Human Anatomy & Physiology I New 08/31/2006-12/19/2006 Lecture Tuesday, Thursday 10:00AM - 11:15AM, Dickinson Hall, Room 4468 4.00 08/30/06
8 ENGL_1101_2A (43204) English Composition I New 08/30/2006-12/20/2006 Lecture Monday, Wednesday, Friday 10:00AM - 10:50AM, Robison Annex, Room 300 3.00 08/30/06

indicative @ 2006-07-15T05:38:00

2006-07-15T09:40:00Z

another day where i'm still up at 5:34 am.

i'm getting off birth control after i get my period. my brother drank all of the green tea with ginseng, i was left eating a clementine.

i hope they open a jamba juice around here somewhere. i want sweet fruits.

indicative @ 2006-07-15T01:10:00

2006-07-15T05:11:52Z

i really like the carpenters, but i can't find their CD!

i have their records, but i got them from the thrift store.. everytime i play them on my record player, i feel like there are ghosts in my room. i'm silly.

indicative @ 2006-07-03T00:59:00

2006-07-03T04:59:15Z

i'm giving up sugar.

indicative @ 2004-12-27T23:37:00

2004-12-28T04:38:25Z

i'm deleting ~~all~~ most of you. if i keep you as a friend on this account, stay with me here, too. you know why.

i'm adding the good apples (i mean, the apples that obviously count) on my other journal. k bye.

indicative @ 2004-12-26T14:45:00

2004-12-26T19:46:09Z

Christmas was good.

It's snowing. I'm pissed.

indicative @ 2004-12-23T12:47:00

2004-12-23T18:19:57Z

There are two days until Christmas and I still have yet to feel the spirit. Today was the last day of school before break and I still have assignments to work on over break. It sucks, yes, but what else am I going to do with my time? Also, I feel bad when I recieve presents but haven't given any.. so I've decided that I'm going to use all of my left over gift wrap and get present for people. Gift giving is always nice, I felt a tinge of holiday cheer when I was opening two presents I got today: magnetic poetry and a brick of fudge. Haha.

I want this pillow for Christmas.
This year has been a total bust. I'm eight pounds over what I was last year during Christmas and life is boring. At least I have friends that are intelligent and worth giving time to. The only things I'll miss from this year are springtime with Kevin, Mike, Vinny, Cait, and Joe, late night drives with Bunoy, and actually having some fun with Kathryn. I just can't wait for next year.

I am almost entirely surrounded by people that I love/don't mind, but human contact is not worth anything if you're not pleased with yourself. In 2005, it's time to set my priorities straight; I'm reinventing everything about myself. Resolutions? Yes. Resolutions that I'll stick to? Most likely. There are grades that need to rise, weight that needs to drop, a mind that needs positivity, and a dog that needs to be walked. The next week will be devoted to cleaning my room and my life.

On a lighter note: It's the Victoria's Secret clearance sale. I want to go shopping; there are so many sales! I'm so excited! I love having a debit card! Ooohhh. I love Borders and Amazon.com. I love having things. Yesss.

A big fuck you to the year 2004; you sucked. 2005 will be positively positive.

PEE ESSSSSS: Cait, guess who I'm seeing Saturday!?#!?@ :D

Oh, and this is sick.